No one told me.
When people tell you that there in love you generally hear the same thing over and over again, you know the usual “He/she treats me right, He/she makes me feel like no one else has, they just make me so happy”. While all of this is true this is not how I found out I was in love. I mean ANYONE can treat you right and ANYONE can make you extremely happy. For me “love” came at me another way, a way only one person can do.
The one thing that I believe only one person can do is SCARE YOU SHITLESS this one person has the ability to make every fear that you have seem like child’s play. I mean people have arachnophobia or they’re afraid to drown or something but, to me no fear will ever compare to the fear I feel while I think about the one I love. Just the thought of losing them scares me more then any monster can. Just the though of them finding someone else who’s better than me shakes me to the very core. This feeling seriously makes me feel so unworthy like nothing that I could ever do will ever let her see how much she truly means to me.
I have never in my entire life been so afraid of anything. Heights, Monsters, Ghosts, None of these can even compare. I wake up every morning wondering what in the world is a girl like you doing with a guy like me. I understand that confidence is “attractive” but its hard for me to be so confident when I feel so vulnerable. No one told me that Loving someone is like giving them a part of you, like literally a part of you and when you give it to them you would want to spend every waking hour with that person.
No one told me this, no one told me that when I fall in love I would be this afraid, but you know what? this fear is how I realized I loved you. This fear is what makes me try so hard in our relationship, This fear is what drives me to be a better me so that we can be a better “Us”. This Fear is why I love you like everyday may be my last with you.
I don’t regret being in love at all. The only thing I have ever regretted in this relationship is that I couldn’t get it right the first time around.
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Dear Teacher,
Please realize that if the bell does not dismiss us then it does not decide when we arrive either.
Sincerely, Students Everywhere.
24 more days till Christmas :) && 31 more days till the New Year.
You should go to sleep.
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About me
Kyle Christian Steinke
Lacrosse
16
May 27 1993
Class of 2011
5'7
Look super Asian but im also white and flip.
like talk no be shame =)
